Headline:
No care, No patience and No Fulfilment
The Juicy Details:
Okay.....when you look for service it is transactional. It is give to receive, so I paid for 30 minutes. Payment upfront, but I respect that. I thought she was being professional. Conversation was very minimal, I do not think English is her first language. First thing she asks me after I make the payment is "have I been drinking?" First of all I do not drink, I am just looking for a sensational time, trying to take my mind and focus away from other situations. Secondly she continued to say, that she doesn't drink due to it affecting having a erecting. Ocean, I didn't know you were a doctor, but I did not come to have a physiotherapy. Plus even if what you are saying is true, how is that going to turn me on or put me into the mood. This is like 5 minutes before I have even removed my trousers or clothes in fact. It felt like you were try to gauge me and my mindset before anything. But again, this is transactional right. Maybe she is on a clock and managing it can be expected. So I did not comment on anything, but I continued to make mental notes. And since I am sober, I wanted to get the most our of this experience. So boom she told me to take my trousers off, felt like I was a child the way she just looked at me and told me lay on the bed all after 10 seconds. Goddammm you could feel the awkward tension in the air. So boom she proceeded to rub my back, only for like 10 seconds, kept looking at her phone. I guess checking the time. Then gave me a hand job, now this is where the situation flipped. I thought I had a erection like straight away. But honestly, everything leading to this point put me off. I couldn't get hard. So she gave me oral (with a condom) trying to relax me, but the damage had been done. Honestly, I had to think about my ex, just to get hard. Just so I could fuck and get out. But not going to lie even that didn't work. No matter how much I tried to think of someone else, I could not get hard. While the whole time ocean kept repeating to me "something is wrong. This is a you problem." Listen my last relationship was 5 years ago. I realised I am not ready to settle, so I just want to have some fun and move on with my life. If you are providing a service with all these stipulations and conditions, fucking do your job then. It not just show me the pussy and I am ready to fuck. Yeah she is pretty to look at and lord have mercy, the nyash is real as fuck. But where is the humanity. Listen sex is more than intercourse. So don't think every man is lining up with their D**** hanging out. Nah bruv, like the same way a woman should be respected, a man should be respected too. And sorry, ocean you are no doctor or physician associate. Stop trying to probe answers like you actually care. Your job is to make sure I had a good time and my time was far from good babe. Like honestly looks only get you so far, either work on your service where your personality can show. Honestly the men who commented before either they were drunk, or they be fucking liability. Lastly I do not feel like I lost money, I just found out how much value people put into what they want to do. If you know, then you know.